My Tunnel
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Have u ever felt that the whole world has turn against you? Have you ever felt that you have just been awoken by the most disturbing nightmare that may have haunt you? It feels like you were given a BIG tight slap, and thus, you're awoken by ur sleep!
What the heck! There's a lot of weird freaks out there, mind you.. doing things you have never expected them to do! Hypocrites and liars are just part and parcel of life... one just have to move on in life.
What better way than to have someone you have so much respected, being so hypocritical in a friendship?! Selfish is not the word... Confused is THE word! Talking about feelings, feelings and more feelings just irk me sometimes! It is because of feelings that one can be so cruel and hypocrites and pretends nothing have happened! What the heck! Pretending that no one will ever heard of her "screamed"... and understand her "sorrows"... but now?! What's a fiendship to you, BlueyRose?! You are such a hypocrite to your own feelings! At one point of time you have the whole world of "Chef" to yourself... and another time, you can be so sad.. it's like you've been deprived of a true love! Please... try to understand yourself! And due to your ficklemindedness when it comes to feelings, you failed to understand the value of your friendship with me!
I feel so lost and empty... how i wish there's an angel who can save me from my misery right now.... :"(
To love is a depressing thingy... but one will surely bed to differ if he is to be loved too! So, what the heck do i want then....?!! Arghhhhhh!!
Please give me the strength to move on....
CrAsHbUrN was in @ 5:17 PM
