My Tunnel
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Why do the seconds seems like years...? When one is experiencing the lowest point in his life...other people might emphatised or sympathised with u...and on the other hand...other will be waiting by the side, kicking u when ur only down, and rubbing salt to wound... right, Bluey?
When one has found a new Persian carpet, and old rug will never be of use anymore...and thus, will be thrown by the side?! Is it true, Bluey? Maybe it might be true in ur case... but not everyone shares the same thoughts as you... Life is so unpredictable, and so can u...! At one point of time, ur there listening.. and at some other time, ur gloating with Alicia Key song's entitled "Karma", as in--what goes around comes around...! Nvm lah... if one is already "dead", u don have to use a machine gun or a bazooka to shoot him down, coz ur just wasting ur bullets.. as he's already "dead"!! :) So, the more pain I'm being inflicted, the more I'll come back for more... hehehe.. coz I don't feel the pain as I'm already "dead"!! Heheheheheehehe....
The worst thing is that, I happened to receive Bluey's bullets even before I did anythg wrong... the only thing that I did was to "argue" my opinions of V-day with her... ! And I'm not a monkey chasing sourgrapes!!!
Sigh.... nah, nothing I said will come of to good use to u now, Bluey... u won't be listening to me.. neither do u want our paths to cross each other again... it's kinda sad to think of it that way.. coz I have never forsaken this frenship, even when ur attached.. Frens will still be frens... Well, I guess tht is my wishful hope
I download a song by Michael Bolton - "How Am I supposed to Live without u".. Haha.. i donno why...the melody seems nice and when I checked up the lyrics... I cried... ahhaaha, yup, as in cry while I was doing the assignment.. Check out the chorus;
Tell me how am I supposed to live without you
Now that I have been loving you so long
How am I supposed to live without you
And how am I supposed to carry on
When all that I have been livin' for is gone
I'm too proud for crying,
didn't come here to break down
It is just a dream of mine is coming to an end
And how can I blame you when I built my world around
The hope that one day we had be so much more than friends
I don't wanna know the price I am gonna pay for dreaming,
oh.. Even now it's more than I can take
Well.. Chipsmore..if only u'll love to listen to this song... try downloading tht song one day.. and u'll know why I cried! :)
Gtg now..goodbye Night... Goodbye Stars.. Goodbyw Moon.. If only I cld say, "Good bye, Misery..." Hehehe.. well, I guess.. insanity is the best cure to misery... ;)
CrAsHbUrN was in @ 11:56 PM
